Disorders.

Schizophrenia is a mental disorder characterized by a disintegration of thought processes and of emotional responsiveness. It most commonly manifests as auditory hallucinations, paranoid or bizarre delusions, or disorganized speech and thinking, and it is accompanied by significant social or occupational dysfunction. The onset of symptoms typically occurs in young adulthood, with a global lifetime prevalence of about 0.3–0.7%. Diagnosis is based on observed behavior and the patient's reported experiences. 
Schizophrenia often leads to major depression and the suicide rates are higher.
Life expectancy shorter.
Such people often face problems like poverty and homelessness too.


Symptoms:
Impairment in social cognition
paranoia
social withdrawal


Often happen in:
Late adolescence
Early adulthood
Critical periods of one's life


One sub type is paranoia type. Where delusions and hallucinations are present but thought disorder, disorganized behavior, and affective flattening are absent.


Another is disorganized type.Weird speech usage, weird behavior and impairment in thought and response.


Dealing with paranoia.
Often what you believe is not what others really think.
Stop having low self esteem, believe in yourself.
People are not there to hurt you.
You do have many real friends.


Thats all, enjoy.

Influence- some are born with it, some use means to get it, some earn it. Influence, normally, this is what makes people do things they want them to do. Influential people are lee kuan yew, that attractive girl many of your school mates talk about, some cool guy in your class, the talk of the town pop star, that handsome teacher, friend, that mesmerised your eyes. Hitler is one. Some people worked their ways up the ladder, respected by people. This causes their way of thinking to be changed to mimic that of the person. Those born with it are the pretty and handsome people of your class. Some of them have followers, head over heels and spun around by them. Many people who have a bad influence are good people. Forced by nature, and along eith their self assurance they give themselves, they so not regret till the last minute. Their influential radius are huge, causing people around to turn bad if they are without determination and will power. They tend to be head of cliques.
Luckily, my clique requires nothing to join. Maybe because we are all accepting? Haha. We have only one thing in common- being somewhat good at math. We also screw teachers together. Why not I name them.
Andrew-creator of lions club.
Trolls with self made questions to give teachers a hard time.
Creator of logo.
Able to condense a whole year worth of notes on two pages.(physics)

Heok yong
Superb at math, rendering teacher speechless at times.

Kai hwee
A hai zei. Or pirate.
Also known as kai ge.
Forces teacher to take mc.
Extremely good at punching.
Treats heok yong as "nemesis"

Jun peng
Extremely hardworking at times.
Best work ethic.

Alvin
Sociable.
irritating at times, to both students at teachers.

Tian yong
Gobstopper fan
Survivor fan!!!:) oh wait no link.
Anime fanatic.
Science awesomeness.

Terran
Marvellous engliah language.
Quantum physics.
Neatest among us all.
Aspiring story writer.

Samuel
Twists words to change original meaning someone said.
Every start of accounting period, annoys the teacher with a random quote.

And thats us.

Sup guys? been a long while ye, i know. Sorry for the failure of not putting a post up... Been a challenging month.
Japan is getting hit by waves after waves of tsunamis and earthquakes. I think you, whoever yoi are know that. What is the key is that this is the time where we can show love! How? Come on, you know how to. If you are that weak, google this: donation to red cross- japan. And then you DONATE. japan- country whose history is warfare, practise shinto(95%), the rest5%. but more importantly, whatever religion you are, pray,just pray that japan will not get hit even worse.
However, it has been a month.
Now to survivor.
Matt is awesome.:D

Its different this time. I need support. Coz i also want to thank God for this chance. Of all the possible students, ppl that top the class like meng ern is not selected. Silence topper li qim- denied.
I want to win this.
Hopefully, i win and get a dsa to pjc or something.

Moreover, i need you Lord.
Be still and know, yes i will, be still and know that- you are God.

It is the holidays here in Singapore. I wonder, what is going on in the world right now. Recently, a tsunami and earthquake of magnitude 8.9 hit japan. though the impact was devastating, the aftershock, 6+ magnitude cause the troubles to stockpile. I doubt most of the people my age knows this, but first was Chernobyl in Ukraine, USSR, then TMI reactor II now another nuclear reactor. Fukushima. My opinions may be nothing.... but I will do what i can. I mean, come on, USSR, used to be one of the strongest country before disbanding, USA, the so called great country, and Japan, one of the biggest economy in asia, all caused so many problems. USA is also outrageous. having nuclear arms, you join UN. China, unable for the same reason. I am amazed at your democracy America. Electoral votes used instead of singular..... florida being the last, have Bush as the Brother the mayor..... the rigging of scores as blacks are alike. HOW I WISH IT WAS AL GORE RULING NOW. Cheaters they are. anyway..... absence makes the heart grow fonder is true, because mine did. I do not know why, but it is.

 English language. I will conquer you one day.

Looks like the people I told were only pc ivan winnie and some random people. They are really my good friends that I can share everything with them. How I Wish I could do that to everybody in the world. 

Show me how to live teach me how to pray.

I thank you Lord for all you have done in me 

For all that you have revealed.  

YE SU WO AI NI. 

Almost forgot, I need to update my blog. 10 days already. 
1.For now, still trying my best to improve on my studies. My aim- 10 for r4,13 for r5.  


2.Survivor is starting 16/17 February, so keeping in view.


3.Didn't think I will post about this. Anyways, since Clement brought up the subject, might as well say lah. Obvious I like someone..... not going to say who..... but I am NOT going to do a single thing to show it. Like Russell, it will only be known, my plans, to few people. Or rather, one person. Maybe two or three. none beyond that.


4. played audition.


5. gonna play chinese chess from tomorrow onwards with heok yong, so cheer for me to beat him cause it is super hard to.........


6. I love all those who are willing to share with me their thoughts on my next topic to talk about here- valentine's day. Most likely to spend it doing chemistry and animation, but the night will be filled with fun stuff.
maybe gaying out is a good idea........
NO, i may appear gay, i am,at most(to me no), a metrosexual.
100% heterosexual okay.
I am just sensitive.
VERY(:

Hello!!!! I am backkkk! Hope tt every one had a good week(: I am back to post on my week. Monday, Chem test. It was hmmm.... Improvement from last week but still fail. Thumbs up for effort(: Wednesday chem test was ok, except for last two qns. Poa....let's hope for the best.(: physics is a killer. Almost everyone went emo after the test..... Now me and my busy schedule. Next week: lit, chem remedial on monday. Wed got infocomm. Thursday got physics class extra. Friday got Chinese and infocomm. If I go for tabletennis, tues and thurs also. Such a crazy week.....starting from next monday....




Anyways, to all in advance, happy Chinese new year!



I had fun learning how to play piano(:
Now I have learnt still(hide me now) and currently learning as the deer so I might post a video soon.(:



For infocomm, president, icecubez, pctg, ivan, me and Vic ? Fenrong?are working on a project for now. Awesome idea manzz.


Anyway, fenrong is gonna be president of infocomm! Pctg is vp, Ivan is secretary? Haha. Congratz to them and jarin(vp as well)!!!!
Well that's all for now and I will see you soon!!!!

Hi again. (: Samuel here. School just started and I have to work harder than before. Currently 2 Maths papers 2chemistry topics to catch up on, thank God I had no retest for my pure sciences. English is great if only i can pass the diagnostic test I slept in:/ haiz.....I hate you stupid ordinary level exam:( ok that's my studies. For survivor cheers for russell supporters and Boston rob too. Will give my views about the episodes starting from 17 feb. Right now gonna sit and slack at playground:) and download songs later.
I want
I want
I really want
To
Have
A







Good score and go ijc or jjc or pjc:)

The road is long the valley is deep the ocean's right in front of me.
But God saved the day and Jesus you're the way.
School is starting soon, here in Singapore.
Now there will be little play even though the games on iPhone are addictive because my high school majors are coming in 10 months and I will prepare and revise and study. But the key is PRAYER. FAITH. I shall sow this seed and believe for a return of half fold. Meaning I have to work double hard than others, believe 4 times more in God, and sow twice as much.
It won't be easy but I can do it. BUT GOD SAVED THE DAY WHEN EVERYTHING WAS WRONG BUT GOD!! BUT GOD, DELIVERED ISRAEL BY PARTING THE SEA. If God will do it for the sake of Abraham even after 400years he can do it for you and me.
By faith I have believe and on this truth I stand, forever more.

irritating!!

Irritating lameness from the master again.
enjoy guys!!
1: make sure all your computer buttons are not spoilt. If it's like mine, which one has dropped off, it's disgusting coz a button popped and I am enjoying the nakedness of it.( samuel is desperate)
2. Your Laptop wont get damage in the rain cause it has a cap, the Caps Lock button, look to the left of your keyboard.
3. The Num lock button. Touch it, you will go numb, and well, I don't wanna feel the effects of it hell yea.
so that's all cause I am going crazy.=)






sigh, I love you.

Christmas

Christmas! Most of the time, people get excited about dinners and spending quality time with their families, my plan for the day is a little different. I would want to go to church and am about to go to my second service. Christmas is the day where we commemorate the birth of Christ. Lots of rumours have gone: it's the day of celebration for the Sun God. http://www.jesus-is-savior.com/False%20Religions/Other%20Pagan%20Mumbo-Jumbo/christmas.htm states the exact point. However, it has been said, what the devil use for his purpose, God can turn it around for good. like this passage says: 
^{Isaiah 60:7} All Kedar’s flocks will be gathered to you, 
   the rams of Nebaioth will serve you;

   they will be accepted as offerings on my altar,
   and I will adorn my glorious temple.

meaning that even Nebaioth, said to be the son of Ishmael, the roots of Muslim, even their flocks when sacrificed, gives off a smell, like a sweet offering.

⁹ Surely the islands look to me; 
   in the lead are the ships of Tarshish,^[a] 
bringing your children from afar, 
   with their silver and gold, 
to the honor of the LORD your God, 
   the Holy One of Israel, 
   for he has endowed you with splendor.

Tarshish- represents Tyre, 

a nation that is prosperous, filled with wealthy merchants however, isaiah 23: 15 states that they too have strayed away. They believe in idol worship and the lead that they bring are what they use for idol worship. This just show what God can do. 

It is about the concept, the purpose of its use. Is it for or against God? 

The same goes for credit cards. Even how any people go bankrupt each day due to it, those that use it wisely and for the purpose of God and the church, will stay prosperous.

Therefore, friends, it is not about the reason of the ancients, but what is YOUR REASON in celebrating Christmas that matters to God and if it is for Christ, then God will be pleased. 

Linessss!

Survivor

Survivor post. WOOHOO! Ok. 
Chase lost chase but found it again.
Chase, promised Sash(Matthew) that if he wins he will bring holly and sash. However, he chose Jane which is a totally big mistake. I mean, Jane and Holly are definitely sticking to his plan, and sash was given a WHOLE day to talk to Dan, Fabio and Benry. Luckily Holly was clever enough to persuade Sash. 

LALALA

I feel that life is really boring. LIKE BORING!!!!!!!!! Maybe because I am waging 2 wars right now.... 1. against having a relationship. Don't want one. My studies will deprove and that person's studies also. 2. ... the pascal gambit. very annoying. So I am gonna try to concentrate on animation and pivot based stuff.... will upload on my face and da book soon. So pivot is a good tool for animation... and wei xuan is still doing nothing for the proposal..... so now my life is siannz. Anyways, I have decided to maybe elaborate on the 'tetsuko room' part next time.

My life. For you.

 I saw the words refiner's fire. I suddenly remembered the innocent times where I sing to God that song, where what i sang was my desire. It brought me to tears as I remembered how our schoolmates even echoed 'holy' to 'improve' the song.  At that time, it was all for God. I want that too. And as I listen to that song I want to make a commitment that I am to do the will of God, and none else.

survivor Ep7 post.

What comes around. Yes, it will go around. Marty was stupid to give sash the idol . Seeing that 13 are left, merge was in 0 to 4 challenges left. With samoa season 19 being 12 ppl at merge, he should have saw it. It is better to lose something than to lose and give it to you opponent. Take J.T. and Russell for example. BINGO!!! This is stupidly sad for marty. lols.

My 1st normal post.

Today was hectic. 1. go to parent teacher meeting then very siannzzz. MY %TAGE WAS HIGHER THAN AVERAGE LEHS!!!! MISS MAZ YOU CAN GO HOME LE!! After that, went to church. Firstly met with the siang hock, then winnie and jinger. Hahas. Service was good. I love the song " as the deer". I was feeling clueless and trying to breakthru to the presence of God and only felt it from then. I need to renew my spiritual life mannz. hahas bye!

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