Poem - I really tried

I tried to imagine
i tried with despair
you're here with me
As i make that prayer

That you'll never leave me
behind all alone
but your embracing hugs
will make me feel at home

But! I yearn and cry for those hugs
Which I don't get for we're far apart
soon i will be back, though dirty and rugged;
Please still accept me, I give you my heart.