Yesterday pastor talked about having thanksgiving in our lives.
Thanking GOD for all things, something which he had said before.
Pastor Phil shared about going through 14 years of craziness.
I looked at my life, and say:"what do i have when i was 5, that i still have now?"
Thankful for all things?
But what if you have no-thing.
I don't have a family.
A "Church" is a family, yes.
But it cannot replace my biological family.
Why? I don't know.
But it is different.
I try to detach emotion from thoughts, but this isn't a game.
Not as if I want to talk to my infocomm friends anymore.
Something stupid screwed up.
Guess I really have only one group of friends I can count on, huh...
Lions, I love you.