30 May, 2012

micro blog inspired post.

So as I was looking at my friend's micro blog post on twitter,
I saw that she tweeted this:
Brought my dog down for a walk just now! I love how he always want to walk beside me and does not want to be in front or behind me.
This set me thinking.( I think a lot ).
Isn't this pretty much like how God loves us?
God likes it when we are in step with his plan, right on track.
Not moving faster than expected trying to rush things our own way, but also when we keep asking God to stop and wait when we want to finish up the mundane things we deal with in life.
But when we say yes, and move with his plan, we make God happy.(:
Because we are in sync with his plan, His awesome plan.

Ecclesiastes 1 :D

So Today I was reading Ecclesiastes chapter one..

Ecclesiastes 1

New King James Version (NKJV)

The Vanity of Life

The words of the Preacher, the son of David, king in Jerusalem.
“Vanity[a] of vanities,” says the Preacher;
“Vanity of vanities, all is vanity.”
What profit has a man from all his labor
In which he toils under the sun?
One generation passes away, and another generation comes;
But the earth abides forever.
The sun also rises, and the sun goes down,
And hastens to the place where it arose.
The wind goes toward the south,
And turns around to the north;
The wind whirls about continually,
And comes again on its circuit.
All the rivers run into the sea,
Yet the sea is not full;
To the place from which the rivers come,
There they return again.
All things are full of labor;
Man cannot express it.
The eye is not satisfied with seeing,
Nor the ear filled with hearing.
That which has been is what will be,
That which is done is what will be done,
And there is nothing new under the sun.
10 Is there anything of which it may be said,
“See, this is new”?
It has already been in ancient times before us.
11 There is no remembrance of former things,
Nor will there be any remembrance of things that are to come
By those who will come after.

The Grief of Wisdom

12 I, the Preacher, was king over Israel in Jerusalem. 13 And I set my heart to seek and search out by wisdom concerning all that is done under heaven; this burdensome task God has given to the sons of man, by which they may be exercised. 14 I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and indeed, all is vanity and grasping for the wind.
15 What is crooked cannot be made straight,
And what is lacking cannot be numbered.
16 I communed with my heart, saying, “Look, I have attained greatness, and have gained more wisdom than all who were before me in Jerusalem. My heart has understood great wisdom and knowledge.” 17 And I set my heart to know wisdom and to know madness and folly. I perceived that this also is grasping for the wind.
18 For in much wisdom is much grief,
And he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

Yea. And This is what i thought about it...Vanity means meaningless.Thus, it is about the meaning of life.
For Solomon, was asking, why work so hard to obtain the treasures of the ground, to achieve a fruit of labour when it will be meaningless in the end?
It will end off futile.
Even if people remember you, they will only remember you till they pass away too.
No one really cares about the previous generations.
And thus, why do we work so hard if working will eventually amount to nothing? Now, see, we must have a purpose in life.
We must know what is our calling and works towards it.
If we do not work towards our purpose and our destiny, we will eventually lose our meaning to life.If we live without a heavenly purpose, then what's the use? 
For the sun and moon are just gonna keep going, everything will continue in an unchanging cycle.
Do not let your spirit get irritated and annoyed when going after the issues of life.

You know in verse 13 it says "I set my heart to seek and search out by wisdom concerning all that is done under heaven..."
And Solomon finally knew that what he did, was the grasping of the wind. Chasing for meaningless things. 
Thus, look unto heaven and desire to know things above heaven.
Look above heaven for your purpose in life, your destiny.
For the things below, here on earth are just things that are grasping of the wind, and the vexation of your spirit,

All things are full of labour, man cannot utter it.
We will keep pursuing, without end, the things on earth which we want.
Everything is useless.
Or rather, put it this way.
Everything that we chase after under the sun is hard to chase after, while the things above are easy.
Yet we chase after the things which require so much labour.
But ultimately, we must pursue our higher calling.
We must pursue our higher destiny.
Our higher purpose.

Can you feel it?(:

Natasha beddingfield is one of my favorite singer because of her song 'unwrtten'
I think many of you have heard it before and know it as feel the rain on your skin.

I am unwritten
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined

I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh

I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines

We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way, no

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/n/natasha-bedingfield-lyrics/unwritten-lyrics.html ]

Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
To the years where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
To the years where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
To the years where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
To the years where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

I like this song, hahaha(:
I feel it encourage me to do what i wan, not controlled by others. (:

My Favorite plus a side track story.

I love reading the word of God. Why? Because it is always there to remind me that God wants to talk to me, if i take the first step to open it. It reminds me that God has not left me. And I love Hebrews. Also, Ephesians, Some parts of Philippians. And John, especially John. haha.
I feel That the most sincere in writing the gospels is John.
Because he wrote the gospel not to make sure Jesus will be remembered for as long as possible, but to save as many lives as possible.
That's why i like him.
Also, he didn't pick the most glamorous things to tatlk about, but the most impactful parts of Jesus's life to talk about. He didn't want to just exalt Jesus, but to get people into the kingdom of God.
I Love people, do you?
It is important to feel the urgency, and catch it.
Now, to a story,
back then, a pastor, i think pastor paul scanlon came and spoke about spring time and how we may feel winter in the spring but we must adjust to it before that.
I finally understand what it meant.
As i was reading my book, by garry kasparov, the world most renowned chess chanpion, titled ' how life imitates chess', Kasparov talked about the differences in our mindset when playing the opening phase, the middle game, and the end game part of chess. If we are uunable to switch at the right time, we will suffer a great loss. Thus Kasparov trained himself to recognize the patterns of chess and know the differences in the approach towards the different phases of the game. Once he challenged an opponent who went into end game mode while still in middle game. He changed phase a  few steps too early. Thus it caused him the game as he is unable to react. Thus we must be good at discerning the spring time.
Anyway, have fun. Holidays in Singapore has started(:

27 May, 2012


Everything works in your mindset.
If you're, for example, a chess player.
You have to bring yourself to the level and mindset of a GrandMaster.
If not, you will be a very petty rookie and go crazy over every action your opponent makes.
Enough of chess, let me give you another example.
If let us say, you are an admin assistant.
And well, you want to start your own company.
But when you start your own company, do not keep your old mindset of an admin assistant.
If not, your shop will be limited by your mindset.
You know what i like about this blog?
I can share just about whatever i want.
Now shifting the focus to my life for a while.
Currently pondering junior college.
If i pursue this route, i would just end up being a teacher until God calls me to fulfill my calling.
And when He calls, i will respond.
Hopefully. (:
If I don't become a teacher but a motion grapher, haha, that's good!
Now, back to main topic.
Perception is very important.
How we perceive ourselves often lead to many of our decisions in life.
If we feel we are not good enough, more often than not, we will be afraid to do new things, that's for one.
So it is really very important to set everything straight.
Have the right mindset, and the right perception of yourself.
Also, it is always a plus point when you are able to perceive things from other people's point of view.
So now, spent more time thinking about the feelings of others, and less on the mundane things of this world, and less on boring things, like, fantasizing about love. and worrying about where to hang out in 2 hours time.
If we only just take 30 minutes to think about one of our friends, and that would give us so much more insight about why that friend does what he does, or she does.
Think, people, think.
If we only care more about the people that care for us, and not heartless people who will abandon us, we will have gain a much deeper relationship with those people.
Therwe is a reason why I have few but strong friendships.
In fact, I challenge you.
If i were to put trouble in all your relationships with your friends, how many would stand through the fire?
I can tell you i know of 5 already. And this 5 relationships are super strong.
Nothing can change it.
There are a few others that might not change too, like i have maybe another 3 to 4 more.
But i know 5 people that would have my back if me and them were in a quarrel.
They respect me, and I respect them too.
Do we have even 5?
Or do we have not one? (:
Or rather, what is your perception of true friends?
I don't know for you, but I often find myself thinking what are the perceptions others have on me.
But I know that for at least 5 people.
They know me for who I am, and they know my background, they know my feelings.
They see through me in like, 3 seconds.
Seriously, they see my sad face like even when I show that I am happy.
Those are the people I love the most.
Especially Tianyong and kaihwee.
These two people, whatever I share with them, is of my highest thoughts.
And they are able to converse in my language which few could.
Now, the focus shifts to you.
"Do you have these kind of friends?"
Yes? If yes, how sure are you they would die for you?
Because if i have to die for those two I mention earlier on, I would. With no regrets.
But if no. Then why no?
Is it because You don't feel connected to them?
Then make the 30 minute effort to see things in people's shoes.
Now, the next question.
"How many would die for you?"
That, even I can't answer.(:
But I know something.
I have this friend who understands my personality inside out, and he has a similar personality to me. He is my role model in life. And I know that if i was in a fight, he would be the first down with me.
Do you have that friend?
If not, find him/her.
He could be anywhere.
She could be that person you ignored for 3 years.
She could be the one and only person who in the time of adversity, stand by you.
He could be that guy you shun away from a month ago.
He could be the one friend who would turn up when you are sad and down.
If only you allow.(:
Now, side track for a moment.
What kind of people should we invite into our lives?
People that are mature and trustworthy and understanding.
That's it.
IF we invite such people into our lives, and only such people, I tell you, your life will be so much better.
That is, IF.
But many a times, we don't because these people happen to nag a lot, and talk very deep, and more often than not, these people make no sense, but just go by intuition.
But, if we slow down our paces and search for these people that have been placed in our lives, we will no longer be insecure.
We will have found our friends for life.
And these friends, even if you lose contact for a year, are still your best friends.
Because they have the most accurate perception of who you really are, and who you really can be.

This is cricantrail, signing off.
Post script: call me samuel, huangxi, cricantrail, anything will do.
Take it easy.

Friendly ok!! And a kasparov story.

Yes, i am friendly.
In fact, i am very friendly la, please, haha.
Oh until i start to get blur.
But if I am not blur, i am actually very understanding to people's situation, Just ask my friends.... haha..... And secrets are always safe with me. But i find it hard to share my life with others.... esp my future plans. My actual plans.
I do actually plan. I plan it like chess. The tree branching out variations.
I spent most of my time thinking what is the best move to make. That;s why i am constantly tired. I keep thinking, never stopped thinking. I multi tasks about 1-4 thought processes. Like, I can have a conversation with you, while thinking about how to solve someone else's problem, and thinking if chess strategy, and what to eat at the same time.
i think that's actually why i am hungry, cause i use up a lot of my brain power going over the same items meticulously.
But that's why i seldom make mistakes, but when i do, they are huge errors.
But i love my friends when they encourage me. And i don't really have many friends who would encourage me, so i love those friends like, with my life. and they trust me too, that we would lay down our lives for each other(at least i would).
but yeah. i'm human. If not i wont be researching about garry kasparov, or rather, call him gary winstein. hahaha..... yes, if you recognize what i just said, i love chess. it is what kept me active. I do firmly believe that life is in actual fact, much like a game of chess.
in chess, there exist a material time quality concept.
your possessions. in actual fact, your assets, both liquid and fixed.
Time, the amount of time you have ahead of others.
Quality, the positioning of your assets and liabilities, along with your position in life, your social status, your net worth.
In chess, the number of pieces you have, the number of moves you're ahead in attacking your opponent, and the position of you seeds are very important. And that is what will affect our human life.
So, we must always consider all three components to succeed(yes i finally started on the blog post).
its important to have all 3 at your advantage.
As much as possible, always put yourself in your competitor's shoes, and think, what would i do?
Then think of the best way to counter that, and execute the move after that.
Sigh... I'm tired.
But God, for this calling, and this destiny, I will serve you. (:
To lean on God everyday of our lives and not take control ourselves.....
That's what we should all strive for now.(:


Support kloe julynn!!!!  i love her voice, hahaha. haha, nearly cried listening to her rendition.
My favorite song!
My ghost by kloe!
I often tweet the lyrics to this song. haha :D
So.....if you're bored, click and listen. she's cool.

24 May, 2012

All about YOU

For whom do we live for?
For what do we live for?
For what reason do we survive regardless of stress, to achieve success, and survive?
Do we know the reason?

And i was reminded by this song:
"Cause we're all about You
And the world You promised
And all we have will give you praise
Cause we're all about You
And the world can't stop us
Living Your Way
Always "

That's the chorus.
I'm living for Jesus, and his promises keep me going.
Whenever i sing this song(which i do very often lately) I have laughter, no idea why, but I can't stop smiling.
I don't know about you, but sometimes we do ask ourselves, why are we doing this?
Why am I working so hard?
Is it really because I want money?
I want success?
Car(with COE)?
And when people look at us, what will we be about?
I want to be able to say, my life has been about looking to Jesus, and to live to bring people to the land of promise, the world He promised, and to, with the blood of Jesus, enter into His world.
And I want my life to be about Jesus, to be Christ like.
stay happy, for he is the giver of joy

10 May, 2012

In christ alone.

In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song;
this Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
when fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone! who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones he came to save:
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied -
For every sin on Him was laid;
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain:
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave he rose again!
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine -
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath.
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.


Makes me cry since p6.
Without this song, i might have been more sad then. 
Whenever we sang this as a school, i remember i would cry like a baby... hahaha.
Still cries now.

09 May, 2012

It's okay:D

Repost. (parts by me in blue.)

It’s Okay to Be an Uncool Church

Is your church defined more by its reaction to “boring” churches than by its response to a needy world?
I had to sympathize with rock singer Bono when he discovered he was uncool.
Uncool? The frontman for supergroup U2, one of the biggest bands in the world? The activist who travels the globe and meets with kings and presidents? The guy so hip he probably wears his trademark designer shades in the shower?
Yep. Uncool. He learned the hard truth a few years ago from his teenage daughters. First off, to teenage daughters a dad is uncool by definition, especially if he’s pushing 50 (Bono was 48 at the time). But they were particularly mortified when he droned on and on about global issues while some other celebs were visiting their home. He overheard one daughter telling the other, “He’s probably boring their [pants] off talking about Africa.” Actually, he admitted, “I probably was.”
The horror. I can relate.
In truth, I’ve been uncool so long that I no longer know (or care) what is cool. I haven’t even heard the bands that were topping the charts 10 years ago, much less the ones with the most iTunes downloads now. On the plus side, there’s liberation in being terminally uncool. You don’t have to watch trends anxiously and waste a lot of time and money trying to keep up with fads. That’s for teens. There’s something sad about a middle-aged man or woman trying to look and act like their kids — or grandkids.
Too often, however, churches try to do that.
Tullian Tchividjian, pastor of Coral Ridge Presbyterian Church in Ft. Lauderdale, Fla., has a “You may be too fashionable if …” list for Christians.
You may be too fashionable, he warns, if:
– You look around at church and notice that everybody is the same age and looks and dresses pretty much like you do.
– You can’t stand singing a worship song that was “in” five years ago — much less singing a hymn from another century.
– You believe social justice is more important than evangelism, or that evangelism is more important than social justice.
– Your goal in spending time with non-Christians is to demonstrate that you’re really no different than they are. To prove this, you curse like a sailor, drink like a fish and smoke like a chimney.
– You’ve concluded that everything new is better than anything old, or that everything old is better than anything new.
– The church you’ve chosen is defined more by its reaction to “boring” churches than by its response to a needy world.
– You’ve decided that everything done by the church you grew up in was way wrong and you’re now, thankfully, part of a missional “community” that does everything right.
– The one verse you wish wasn’t in the Bible is John 14:6, where Jesus says, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father but through Me.” That’s way too narrow!
Way back when I was cool (like, 35 years ago), I played drums in a Christian rock band. We took old-time hymns and turned them into 15-minute jams. “Jesus freaks” with long hair and tie-dyed T-shirts were coming into traditional churches in those days, and it caused a commotion. I remember when we played at our church and cranked up the amps. Our pastor’s wife, who had really big hair and played solos on a grand piano like Liberace, stood up and walked out on us. We needed a spirit of unity. We — some of us, at least — found it in the words of one of our favorite songs, “Little Country Church” by Chuck Girard: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KrUXQ60NiQw
“They’re talkin’ ’bout revival and the need for love
That little church has come alive
Workin’ with each other for the common good
Puttin’ all the past aside
Long hair, short hair, some coats and ties
People finally comin’ around
Lookin’ past the hair and straight into the eyes
People finally comin’ around. …
God’s house can accommodate many styles. He doesn’t have security at the door deciding which sinners are trendy enough to enter.
There’s nothing wrong with seeking relevance and connections to the world beyond the church. Effective missionaries are passionate and respectful students of the cultures they’re trying to reach with the Gospel. They seek to learn which aspects of culture are bridges they can use to share Truth, which aspects oppose Truth and which are neutral. As the Apostle Paul, the greatest missionary of all time, said, “I have become all things to all men, that I may by all means save some” (1 Corinthians 9:22b, NASB).
But Paul never hesitated to deliver Truth straight up, unvarnished and in your face when the situation called for it, regardless of the consequences.
“Christians make a difference in this world by being different from this world; they don’t make a difference by being the same,” Tchividjian writes. “To be truly relevant, you have to say things that are unfashionably eternal, not trendy. It’s the timeless things that are most relevant to most people. … When the relevance of God’s Word reigns supreme among God’s set-apart people, we influence the wider culture by expressing His revealed truth with both our lives and our lips.”

I guess what it means here is this, there is nothing wrong with keeping up with trends, nothing wrong with being a teenager who loves pop culture. I mean, music is made to be celebrated. And of course, to be enjoyed. Well, there's a difference in this world and of this world. 
When we are in this world we live a life that is pure before the Lord, but still remain a part in society. We do not distant ourselves in society, which a part of the early church did in the 2-3 century. However, we are not of the world, and do not engage in activities that bring guilt into our lives. Now this is a totally different thing from having faith in all things. you must have faith, but you cannot continue sinning so that the grace of God may abound. That's wrong. So we cannot be of the world, as in we cannot commit sins, which are stated in the old testament, and as written in the new testament, 
But concerning the Gentiles who believe, we have written and decided that they should observe no such thing, except that they should keep themselves from things offered to idols, from blood, from things strangled, and from sexual immorality. Acts 21 : 25
Now that was set by the Jews back in Jerusalem. Well, you say, what has that got to do with us? so many things have been strangled, and we can't even be inform of the origin. must we then abstain from all things unknown?
No, but in everything by faith and prayer. However, instead of the codes and laws then, follow and abide with the laws now. Be a good and upright, model citizen in your country. Thus we will not be of the world, because we were made to be out of the world.
It's ok to have people saying, oh you are from *** church? Oh you're from chc? and it is okay for you to say yes. Why, because there's nothing wrong with admitting. So what if other's perspective about your church is uncool? It is all about Jesus, and that's all that matters, isn't it? thus it is okay to be uncool. However, there's nothing wrong to be cool, too. For Jesus did not say, 'my son, do only cool stuff,' or 'do only religious works of mine'. No! He didn't because Jesus knew that would only cause the church to die out in isolation(more on the early church when i remember to post).
Thus, if people thinks you're church is uncool, or you're uncool, so be it(: For everybody perceives things differently.

06 May, 2012

My personality

Written below is an article on how my personality type works. Anything by me in black.

The Protector

 As an INFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in primarily via intuition. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system. 

 INFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals. Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. Only one percent of the population has an INFJ Personality Type, making it the most rare of all the types. 

 INFJs place great importance on havings things orderly and systematic in their outer world. They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and constantly define and re-define the priorities in their lives. On the other hand, INFJs operate within themselves on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. They know things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject at hand. They are usually right, and they usually know it. Consequently, INFJs put a tremendous amount of faith into their instincts and intuitions. This is something of a conflict between the inner and outer worlds, and may result in the INFJ not being as organized as other Judging types tend to be. Or we may see some signs of disarray in an otherwise orderly tendency, such as a consistently messy desk. 

 INFJs have uncanny insight into people and situations. They get "feelings" about things and intuitively understand them. As an extreme example, some INFJs report experiences of a psychic nature, such as getting strong feelings about there being a problem with a loved one, and discovering later that they were in a car accident. This is the sort of thing that other types may scorn and scoff at, and the INFJ themself does not really understand their intuition at a level which can be verbalized. Consequently, most INFJs are protective of their inner selves, sharing only what they choose to share when they choose to share it. They are deep, complex individuals, who are quite private and typically difficult to understand. INFJs hold back part of themselves, and can be secretive. 

 But the INFJ is as genuinely warm as they are complex. INFJs hold a special place in the heart of people who they are close to, who are able to see their special gifts and depth of caring. INFJs are concerned for people's feelings, and try to be gentle to avoid hurting anyone. They are very sensitive to conflict, and cannot tolerate it very well. Situations which are charged with conflict may drive the normally peaceful INFJ into a state of agitation or charged anger. They may tend to internalize conflict into their bodies, and experience health problems when under a lot of stress. 

 Because the INFJ has such strong intuitive capabilities, they trust their own instincts above all else. This may result in an INFJ stubborness and tendency to ignore other people's opinions. They believe that they're right. On the other hand, INFJ is a perfectionist who doubts that they are living up to their full potential. INFJs are rarely at complete peace with themselves - there's always something else they should be doing to improve themselves and the world around them. They believe in constant growth, and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. They have strong value systems, and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. In deference to the Feeling aspect of their personalities, INFJs are in some ways gentle and easy going. Conversely, they have very high expectations of themselves, and frequently of their families. They don't believe in compromising their ideals. 

 INFJ is a natural nurturer; patient, devoted and protective. They make loving parents and usually have strong bonds with their offspring. They have high expectations of their children, and push them to be the best that they can be. This can sometimes manifest itself in the INFJ being hard-nosed and stubborn. But generally, children of an INFJ get devoted and sincere parental guidance, combined with deep caring. 

 In the workplace, the INFJ usually shows up in areas where they can be creative and somewhat independent. They have a natural affinity for art, and many excel in the sciences, where they make use of their intuition. INFJs can also be found in service-oriented professions. They are not good at dealing with minutia or very detailed tasks. The INFJ will either avoid such things, or else go to the other extreme and become enveloped in the details to the extent that they can no longer see the big picture. An INFJ who has gone the route of becoming meticulous about details may be highly critical of other individuals who are not. 

 The INFJ individual is gifted in ways that other types are not. Life is not necessarily easy for the INFJ, but they are capable of great depth of feeling and personal achievement. 

Jungian functional preference ordering:
 What it means is which is the more domineering part of my personality.
Dominant: Introverted Intuition
Auxiliary: Extraverted Feeling
Tertiary: Introverted Thinking
Inferior: Extraverted Sensing
The most domineering is my intuition, then my feelings, then my thinking, then my senses.

05 May, 2012


We all need prayer, it is what connects us to God. It is what strengthen us in our walk with God. It makes us closer to God and understand him more. If you want to have someone you can talk to, dont look for anyone already! Look unto God! Yes, you ask how? He doesnt even like shows his face? Well, he show you his flesh. and everything he is. Where, you say. I tell,you, the BIBLE!You tell me, why there are so many pages, read which? why i tell you, if you cant choose start from matthew! if you are desperate read john! if you want something from the people near jesus, the saviour of the world, and accounts from people who knoew him well, read luke! And mark, if youre a teenager, read it. Mark was a teenager when jesus had his ministry.
Pray always that you will be in the LORD! amen!